Chap 6 My Own life

-          Ga ada yang sia-sia , bahkan jika lo mendorong sebuah gunung dan gunung tersebut ga bergerak.

-          Semua yang dimulai dengan baik ga selalu berakhir dengan baik, banyak contoh dalam kehidupan.

-          Semua yang kelihatan hancur saat awal malah lebih memiliki masa depan, karena yang terberat udah dialami.

-          Titik terendah dalam kehidupan adalah ketika lo ga bisa bangkit dan memutuskan untuk menyerah, tapi lo bisa bangkit kok.

-          Percaya pada segala sesuatunya ada happy ending, ini bukan cerita romeo dan juliet yang dibuat tragis supaya dikenang selama berabad-abad, you create and write your own story.

-          Jadi Hope Believer, karena kepada siapa yang percaya diakan beroleh kemuliaan , artinya cukup percaya dan jalanin

-          Manusia tercipta bukan untuk bertahan dalam badai, tapi untuk menari diatas badai, itu kenapa kita diciptakan unik.

-          Punya harapan dan cahaya kehidupan yang ga pernah redup , karena ketika ga ada cahaya harpaan bisa jadi cahaya dan ketika ga ada harapan sekecil apapun cahaya kehidupan bisa jadi harapan.

-          Love , cinta , sayang , suka, Cuma kata-kata

-          Klo cinta dan sayang lo ga bisa mencapai seseorang yang lo ingin sayang , maka sayangilah semua yang bisa kau sayangi/cintai.

-          Jangan pernah berubah untuk seseorang , tapi berubahlah untuk lebih baik

-          Semua dimulai dari mimpi dan kemudian diwujudkan menjadi kenyataan

-          Jangan hidup dalam mimpi tapi wujudkan mimpi

-          Jangan membiarkan hati lo bertumbuh menjadi dewasa , biar lah tetap menjadi hati anak-anak.

-          Pikiran yang dewasa dan hati seorang anak kecil yang akan membuat lo mengerti arti hidup sebenarnya.

-          Cinta , sayang semua merupakan pilihan , klo ga percaya coba.

-          Menjadi ragu itu wajar , gunakan otak cadangan buat tahu pilihannya.

-          Hear new , feel new, see new.

-          Lihat semua secara utuh jangan sepengal-sepengal

-          Gunakan sudut pandang semua pengamat masalah dan Cuma dari diri sendiri

-          Masalah diri sendiri harus di selesaikan dengan diri sendiri.

-          Batas pengendalian diri adalah ketika lo udah bisa mengatur detak jantung lo .

-          Selalu bersyukur, mungkin kata-kata yang udah sering didenger tapi selalu lupa atau malas dilakukan, coba deh .

-          Ketika lo jatuh semua orang menghina lo , tapi ketika lo bisa bangkit semua orang bersorak untuk lo.

-          Pilihan ditangan lo jangan mau diatur

-          Uang pnting tapi bukan segalanya

-          Lo ga boleh bilang cape sampai lo gapai mimpi lo

-          Hidup dengan tujuan bukan obsesi

-          “terkandang kita terlalu fokus dan lama menatap sebuah pintu sedangkan banyak pintu-pintu lain terbuka untuk kita “ , artinya semakin keras kita mengejar sesuatu ga baik coba sesekali lihat kekanan,kiri,atas bawah.

-          Tanggung jawab sekecil apapun punya nilai yang sama besar dimata semua orang.

-          buat semua yang ada seperti sebuah permainan yang lo suka, dan lo pasti menang.

-          Membuat  1 senyuman lebih sulit daripada membuat mebuat 1000 air mata mengalir .

-          Setiap orang mempunyai banyak jenis senyuman, ada yang kayak percikan, pelangi, cahaya dalam gelap,kesegaran saat haus, dan lain-lain yang indah2.

-          Tersenyum selalu bukan berarti gila , karena terkadang lo ga tau klo lo itu merupakan alasan orang lain untuk tersenyum.

-          Jadi kayak matahari ,  banyak memberi kehangatan dan tak pernah meminta.

Chap 5 (archangel name meaning)

The Seven Great Archangels represent the seven primary feelings, the Rays with their Aspects and Attributes that is the Divine Dispensation. These Attributes must be developed within the nature of Humankind in order to attain Masterhood. Each Ray dominates in your astrological chart as in the monadic, soul, astral, mental personality and the physical . They bring forth the force of Love energy of the Divine. Three distinct types of Intelligent Life, Angels, Humanity and Elementals were brought forth to unfold their Divine Natures on this Planet Earth.

Their combined energies were ordained to weave the spiritual bridge to tie the Earth to the Heart of God. The Angelic Host came forth under the direction of the Seven Great Archangels who came from the Great Central Sun. The Elohim had prepared the Planets out of the primordial energy and unformed Light Body of the Creator.

ARCHANGEL MICHAEL
Ray one and Archangel Michael purpose is to be able to see the beauty existing in all things, to balance opposing tendencies in order to bring about a greater harmony.

Master the art of living, to be the Divine Artist, one who seeks to raise humanity's consciousness through the realizations of the beauty and harmony existing in nature and in the world of forms,
by being a mediator between heaven and earth.

Ask for Archangel Michael to assist you in the quality of leadership that you need to take.

He will guide and protect you as you move through the shadows of illusion into the eternal light of truth. After you have earned the right to, once again, use the energies of the "First Ray", you can activate and enhance its powers by visualizing a ray of brilliant blue light, tinged with flames of deep red. Bath yourself in this beautiful energy by standing in a beam of this Divine light. Use with moderation, this ray can be very intense.

ARCHANGEL JOPHIEL
Love is force . The Angels come from the heart of God.
With love comes the opening up of all wisdom that there is.
Conversely, when all of wisdom is yours, you can't be anything but love.

Who better than the Angels to teach us the Heart of God. Archangel Jophiel and The Second Ray helps one to look at wisdom from the perspective of love. Love is a force.

Ideals must be goals attainable at a given level of movement. As each ideal is attained, then set higher ones. But if ideals have been set with unrealistic expectation of the ego, at some time they will stop becoming ideals and they will become causes of pain and suffering, causes of disappointment and resentment. The angel Jophiel lovingly helps you set your ideals and attain goals.

Monadic Ray is love wisdom, come from that largest aspect of energy that directly emanates love wisdom. It can do this by a process of teaching but it can also do this by just subtle emanations. Those hermits, sages sitting in silence and yet are all there, emanate this love wisdom. In physical manifestation they enjoy knowledge. The heart rejoices at the aspect of learning something new. When the soul draws you towards wisdom, the Personality will also strive to access knowledge and knowledge will be instantly applied and become wisdom.

ARCHANGEL CHAMUEL
Humanity came from the mind of God and all the angels from the heart of God. Both are the same in the eyes of God. "Heart and Mind". Yet humanity with it's duality can only have the mind and the lower mental. The Divine Plan is that angels, elementals, and humanity must evolve onto to the way back home. Archangel Chamuel has the task of gently ushering humanity with active intelligence to think that universal truth is not static.
It is dynamic and it is constantly changing.

A few human incarnations have come to help in the process of thought, in order to aid the monadic families to rewrite the truth as pertinent to those. A marvelous responsibility. The monadic ray thinker is the abstract thinker. Utopia. Paradise. Shambala. The ray of active intelligence, there is awareness of all that is around. Observing, looking and seeing, thinking and recognizing the need for change.

The change that is necessary. Sometimes humanity knows what is to be changed but is not able to apply it.
Archangel Chamuel assists in the study and the action to be able to manifest it.

ARCHANGEL GABRIEL
Gabriel's interest in this planet is probably due to his function as heavenly awakener, the angel of vibratory transformation, the Ray 4.

As we live in a constant conflict, Gabriel is our most frequent visitor from the higher realms. Gabriel in Hebrew means 'man of God', and is seen as God's messenger.

The ray 4 can be used as a conscious deliberate tool in your life. Then you will stop fighting its power. When you are in the midst of a conflict, may it be mental, emotional or physical, use the power Archangel Gabriel, to focus on that conflicting situation in order to bring it quickly to its resolution.

Ray 4 does not create conflict in order to bring trouble. It does it in order to create harmony and Archangel Gabriel will assist you in it. Do it in awareness. Ray 4 can only work through accelerated conflict.
Not all welcome this path to resolution.

ARCHANGEL RAPHAEL
Raphael is perhaps the most endearing of all the angels. He is the high archangel charged with healing of the Earth. Raphael is the travelers guide, guardian of youth. Archangel Raphael is the angel for the 5th Ray of Concrete Knowledge, Sciences and Intelligence. It is that ray that you call upon when you wish to learn any stream of knowledge, whether it is pure sciences, or applied sciences, whether it is medicine or engineering, whether it is in your field of computers or it is as abstract as astrology, whether it is perfect or completely incorrect.

Any kind of science. Knowledge and its structured learning require the potency of Archangel Raphael and Ray 5. In spirit world, ray 5 is very, very vital because unlike other realms where knowledge is inherent, and unforgotten, in human realm knowledge is neither inherent nor is it remembered. The spirit realm is a realm which deliberately and consciously chooses streams of knowledge. With the help of Archangel Raphael deliberately and consciously attempt to understand and then remember it. Using this ray as though you are using a silver laser beam, allow this silver laser beam to focus on those parts of the physical brain that are involved in the learning. Because of the lack of that stream of knowledge you may not even know which part of your brain needs this but the silver laser will. But you have to call upon Archangel Raphael and ask help in the Light has still so much left to create. And it is waiting, deliberating, what it should create next and when it does, it leaves this task to the Archangel Raphael and monadic family of ray 5
to create the rules, structures, norms, standards for this new knowledge.
It is Archangel Raphael who puts the thought in the minds of men.

ARCHANGEL URIEL
Ray six a ray for religion and devotion. Little was understood about the ray six. It was meant to bring devotion and structure. Many masters came into physical incarnation to teach humanity. Scattered knowledge needed the mastery of the Masters. Then the masters withdrew hoping that those in physical form would continue. But, there was little understanding of the self. All that was being practiced was dogma and rituals all in the name of devotion and service. The Divine withdrew the Ray six. The sixth Ray souls come from a family of souls only that are meant to serve. Theirs is the strongest connection to the Angelic Realm. They are only there to serve. When the path is of dedication, service and devotion Archangels Uriel holds out his hand and gently guides the person through, sometimes through a difficult path. Service and devotion brings at times great adversity. Call on the Archangel Uriel to be with you. It is a powerful ray and the Archangel of Salvation Uriel will guide you through.

ARCHANGEL ZADKIEL
The seventh Ray , the ray of the earthly realm, A wonderful ray of manifestation. It has been labeled as magic because in the earthly realms, manifestation is considered magical, miraculous. It is not something that happens on a regular basis . Archangel Zadkiel and the ray wish this to change. Magic in everyday life. Belief in Manifestation. It must now become the standard, the norm, the expected, not the unexpected, not the unknown, not the mysterious. The evolution of the self. In the new energies of the higher dimensions, earth and humanity are ready for manifestation, deliberate, conscious, willed manifestation, to make possible that which you desire. If humanity is the mirror of the Divine, then, humanity too must manifest.

The ray has come in at a unique moment in our time frame. Humanity has not completely entered the 5th dimensional realm of the spirit. Yet, humanity is not in the 3rd dimensional realm of the ego. Into this change and turmoil realm enters the 7th ray, giving both spirit and ego the strength to manifest. And so ego is equally strong in its manifestation as spirit, and often stronger in those whose identity with spirit is still fuzzy.

Spirit is in fact joyous and spontaneous. Spirit does not require sacrifice, it does not require suppression, it does not require dedicated burdening of self. The world of old laboriously practiced devotion and dedication and idealism. The whole process of ascension becomes a tedious chore. The angels understand the mastery of the universe and aid in manifestation. A thought here, a quiet nudge they are doing the Divine work for your Light body activation.

Chap 4

RASA INI

PERNAH ADA SATU PEREMPUAN YANG MENGISI HATI INI TAPI WAKTU ITU AKU MASIH POLOS TIDAK MENERTI BAGAIMANA MENCINTAI , APA ITU CINTA, HANYA BISA MENERIMA KEHILANGAN DIRINYA , TIAP KUKECUP TANGAN NYA DULU BAGIKU ITU SUDAH MERUPAKAN SEBUAH KEBAHAGIAAN . MELIHATNYA BERUBAH MENJADI WANITA SEUTUHNYA BAGIKU ADALAH KARUNIA YANG TIDAK TERHINGGA SEMOGA RASA INI BISA TERSAMPAIKAN WALAUPUN MUNGKIN DIA SUDAH LUPA AKAN APA YANG PERNAH KULAKUKAN DULU BERSAMANYA TERTAWA ,BERSENANG-SENANG BERSAMA , SIAPA YANG BERSALAH ? TUHAN KAH? bUKAN TUHAN YANG BERSALAH HANYA DIRIKU YANG HANYA DIAM MELIHAT PUTRI YANG ADA DIDEPANKU ITU DAN HANYA BISA MENCIUM TANGANNYA TAPI TIDAK BISA KUMILIKI SEPENUHNYA , SEMOGA BACAAN INI AKAN MENJADI MASUKAN BAGI ORANG LAIN JANGAN MENYERAHKAN CINTA DIDALAM TAKDIR KARENA BAGIKU TAKDIR ITU DI TULIS OLEH MANUSIA DENGAN BIMBINGAN TUHAN. BERBAHAGIALAH ENGKAU DISANA PUTRI IMPIANKU…….

                                                                                                            -AKIAN-

what you do when first date

• Fakin' It... Why invite a guy to a ball game if you hate it? Or ask a girl to a Bergman festival, when you love bad brutes and big guns? It's great to try new things, but it's most important to be yourself. Faking it can backfire by making you seem false, flighty, or even desperate -- and no one wants to date that.
• Your Junk-Ridden Chariot Awaits... Unless she's a diva extraordinaire, your date won't expect a limo or sports car to pick her up. But she also may not dig your car's "lived-in" interior, filled with old soda cans, banana peels, sweaty gym clothes, and matted newspapers. Clean out your car, make it presentable, and get gas -- otherwise your date may end up running on empty.
• Some Like It Loud... Screamin', smashin' rock concerts have their own charm, but not for a first date. You'll spend the evening nodding nervously at one another and trying to keep good rhythm, while the deafening music rages on. The same goes for loud bars or restaurants -- who wants to shout all night long while you're trying to get to know each other?
• Primpin' Like the Prom... Getting dolled up in a stiff suit-and-tie or frilly dress isn't the way to go on a first date. It's likely to make your date feel like they're seventeen again and headed to the gymnasium for some pink punch and slow-dancing. There are plenty of ways to look nice without looking overdone. Guys, opt for a crisp pair of khakis or cords and a button-down shirt. Gals, slip on some wide-leg slacks and a feminine blouse... or a casual skirt and sweater. No corsage required!
• Friends ‘n' Family... There is much to be said for the power of pairs. In the beginning, it's best to keep it to the two of you. Bringing over-zealous friends and over-protective relatives into the mix is a lot to hit a person with on the first date. Start slow and get to know one another first.
• Five-Star Fancy or Carelessly Casual... Avoid either. Fancy first dates can be a huge mistake. Pricey restaurants often feel fussy and put undue pressure on your wallet and your evening. If your date does treat you to dinner at a pricier place, don't order the most expensive thing on the menu -- that lobster with truffle champagne sauce is definitely a deal-breaker! If you end up going low-key, you should still steer clear of cheap chain restaurants and other overly casual joints. Be thoughtful! Try a fun picnic in the park or even an evening of bowling? Good, cheap fun is oh so romantic!
• Bed-Lam... If you both like each other, there will be plenty of time for canoodling, caressing, and luxurious mornings lounging in bed. Don't rush it. Let the first date be informal and comfortable, by setting aside the stress of, you know... (S-E-X).
• Getting Snippy... A first date isn't the time to give your locks a major snip, change your hair color, or do anything else drastic (like try out a pair of ultra high heels you can't walk in). You want to feel your most relaxed and comfortable, so save the experimentation for another time.
• Now, Back to Me... Info-swapping is one of the centerpieces of your date. What music you like, how much you hate eggplant, whether you're a cat or dog person, and so on. But if you spend the whole time blabbing about yourself without giving your date equal talking time, you're nothing but a buzzkill.
• Smells Like Desperation... People can smell a desperate singleton a mile away, so avoid punctuating dinner with not-so-subtle comments like, "My mother would love you!" Or ending the evening with, "So, do you want to go out again? Maybe on Wednesday? At six?"
• Return to Sender... Texting, whether you love it or hate it, don't do it! Even if your date is in the restroom. Even if you think you can sneak it under the table where no one will notice. Your date will not LOL, so put that thing away -- G2G!
• Contingency Plans... There's no telling how a first date will go. Sometimes, smooth sailing. Sometimes, painful from beginning to end. Which is why humans invented emergency "outs." The problem is, contingency plans are way too obvious and offensive to your date. If you're concerned about how the date will go, don't have your "friend" call you with an "emergency" halfway through dinner, stick with something quick like coffee, snacks, or ice cream.
• And Now for the Big Goodbye... If all goes well on a first date, you may end the outing with a little kiss. If you find yourself freaking out about it way before the date is even over, know that a hearty hug can send the same message. If you do go for the lips, make sure your mouth is minty fresh.

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Still short poetry

Dia datang 

DIA DATANG LAGI SETIAP MENGINGATNYA ADA SAKIT, SENANG, SEDIH.

               

        SEDIH KARENA DIA BUKAN MILIKKU , SAKIT MELIHAT DIA BERSAMA ORANG LAIN, SENANG KARENA DIA TERSENYUM , TAPI KU TAHU SENYUM ITU BUKAN LAH UNTUK KU.

        SETIAP HARI INGIN KU LIHAT DIRIMU SEBAGAI INSPIRASI , SEBAB , ALASAN AKU MELANJUTKAN HIDUP , KARENA KU TIDAK TAHU APA YANG AKAN KU LAKUKAN JIKA TIDAK ADA DIA.

        MELIHATNYA TERSENYUM SEAKAN MELIHAT MENTARI DI PAGI HARI YANG PENUH KECERIAAN , SIKAP RAMAH MU MENJAMAH HATI KU ,INGIN KU MILIKI MU TAPI APA DAYA KU HANYA BISA PASRAH

short poetry of untold story

Jika saja bisa kukatakan

Andai saja semua berjalan sesuai adanya

Bila memang dy bukan milikku

Seperti aku yang merana ini disini

Karena cinta yang telah membuatku begini

Setiap detik bersamanya adalah sebuah keindahan

Setiap waktu yang ada ingin ku habiskan bersamanya

Jika cinta mampu menerima maka aku akan menerimanya

Menerima suratan takdir yang sulit untuk diubah 

Jika cintaku adalah fungsi intergrasi baginya

Maka cinta ku adalah intergrasi yang berjalan

dari alpha menuju omega disepanjang hayatku

                

Jika mampu kukatakan isi hatiku ini padamu

Betapa rindunya hati ku untuk mendapatkan dirimu

Hanya kau yang mampu meluluhkan hatiku yang beku oleh es abadi

Mampu membuat semua yang aku ingini hanya kamu

Membuat dunia ku berputar lagi

Dirimu seperti secercah bagian dari cahay surgawi yang masuk menuju sisi hatiku yang paling kelam

Membuat diriku yang kubanggakan ini tak berdaya dihadapanmu

Jika dirimu langit aku akan menjadi bumi yang menyokong kokoh dirimu

Jikalau dirimu seekor burung maka diriku adalah sayap-sayap burung itu yang akan selalu melindungi dirimu dan membawamu terbang tinggi keangkasa

Jika kau setangkai bunga maka aku akan menjadi seorang pecinta bunga yang akan merawat mu seumur hidupku dengan kasih dan sayang

Setiap ku berjumpa kau buatku terpesona

Benar hati tidak bisa menahan lagi

Kali ini kusadari aku telah jatuh cinta

Jika saja kau merasa yang aku rasa

Pasti kau akan kumiliki

Akan kuberikan cinta setulus hatiku

Karena cinta ku bukanlah cinta biasa

Karena kamu yang menemaniku seumur hidupku

Semua ini kulakukan karena kamu memang untuk milikku

Terimalah pengakuan ku

Hanya cinta sejati yang bisa beri tanpa harus menerima

Dapat bertahan tanpa mengenal waktu

Dia membawa damai dan bahagiakan semua

Takkan pernah sirna dan kan abadi

Seperti itulah cinta ku padamu tulus dan apa adanya

Yang datang dari sebuah rasa sucinya hati

Dan bila harus kulewati hidupku tanpa dirimu  Akan kulewati hidupku tanpa bercinta

Hanya dengan senyummu maka hujan akan menjadi cerah

Hanya kamu yang bisa membuka hatiku dan memberiku kesegaran

Dan sekali kamu telah mengubah duniaku ini

Btuh lebih dari sekedar kata-kata  untuk menyatakan cinta padamu

Dalam DBB , cintaku ini adalah reaksi dari gaya tarik yang kau berikan kepadaku

Dimana ada dalam hatiku ada  momen yang didapat dari gaya  rindu  yang di kalikan dengan jarak mu kepada ku

Smakin kau jauh smakin hatiku ini sesak dan menerima gaya berlebih tapi ketika kau dekat tenanglah hatiku ini. Karena bagi ku engkau lah segala sesuatu yang indah yang di berikan Tuhan .

Dijantungku  jika dekat dengan kamu ada kecepatan sebesar ω yang dimana ω akan bertambah besar jika torsi yang diberikan semakin besar sebanding dengan waktu

Sebenarnya hatiku ini diikat hanya untuk aku seorang

Tapi dirimu datang memberikan tempat bagiku untuk

Menaruh semua cinta ,sedih keluh, kesah dan harapan

Jangan kau pergi dariku , jangan kau buat aku mencari lagi tempat dimana aku merasa nyaman dan tenang , tempat dimana aku selalu diterima walau dunia ini menolak diriku ini

Untuk membuat carbon bereaksi maka di gunakan silikon sebagai penarik nya namun dalam pereaksiannya energi yang ada untuk mereaksikan silikon dan carbon kurang sehingga carbon menjadi bebas dan lepas. Seperti itulah cinta yang bertepuk sebelah tangan pada manusia.